The thief comes only in order to steal and kill and destroy. I came that they may have and enjoy life, and have it in abundance (to the full, till it overflows). ~John 10:10 Amplified Bible
Even with cancer I have a full life! How could I not since I have a relationship with Jesus!!
Prayer-full
Truth-full
Hope-Full
Faith-full
Purpose-full
Meaning-full
Joy-full
Fruit-full
Thank-full
Mercy-full
Peace-full
Wonder-full
Beauty-full
(the above borrowed with rearrangement liberties from Pastor Robert Schueller)
My journey with this monster is not over, although I am claiming victory in Jesus name; the fact is life as I knew it has never been the same since the diagnosis was confirmed. There are physical parts of me which have been destroyed during this battle; in military terms it's called collateral damage, it's expected to occur; as if its' normal. Had I been a younger woman some of this collateral damage would have been devastating: I'd have lost the ability to have children and would have automatically gone into menopause. I'm facing permanent radiation after effects mainly to my bone structure(especially my hips) but also liver, kidneys, spleen and vision. As it is I confess to not feeling exactly like some frilly feminine filly........not yet, perhaps down the road once all the leaks, drips, loose teeth, latex damaged alligator-like skin, thin hair and sallow skin tones are fixed then we'll see about being that feminine tomboy I've always been. Right now I just want to remember the full life I still have regardless my circumstance.
My monster has never had the power to take any of those full 'nesses' from me and I'm not letting it have any either.
My flesh and my heart faileth: but God is the strength of my heart, and my portion for ever.
Psalm 72:26
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ReplyDeleteCorrie ten Boom
Ginger, I know God does everything in His own timing, but honestly, I don't think my life would be complete without knowing YOU! You are such an inspiration...and even that word seems so weak in describing what YOU really are! I love you and am truly honored to know YOU! Dina
ReplyDeleteHi Sis. I think any of us who have been allowed to be part of this journey of your's, can feel blessed by how the LORD has used your trials in our lives. Reading the past few postings again reveals how much you give thanks, despite your pain, circumstances, physical needs and of course victories. This is the way of life we all could hope to live in Christ. So tonight, I just want to summarize what I have seen in your postings and know to be true in your life:
ReplyDeletePhilippians 4:11-13 "I am not saying this because I am in need, for I have learned to be content whatever the circumstances. I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want. I can do everything through him who gives me strength."
Love you,
Jody