Psalm 46:10
It took me years to learn this spiritual obedience; at times I still struggle with it, but experiencing the rewards of doing so have given me the fortitude to keep this command.....for it is a command. During this cancer journey I would surely been in a state of chaos if I wasn't still.
Today I needed to get real still and stay that way because I just think my monster is trying to throw me a surprise whammy. I don't know what, it's just one of those things where you know something is just off kilter. Truth is I haven't a clue, just a gut feeling something isn't going so swimmingly today. We'll see; I voiced my concerns with Dr. B and he ordered blood tests; the results will be in tomorrow.
16 radiation treatments as of today. Tonight, I am just being still and knowing God is in control. Not feeling real perky, in fact downright exhausted. I'll be very glad to slip back into my 'energizer bunny' costume one day but for now I am feeling blessed just to have any strength at all.
Rivers know this: there is no hurry. We shall get there some day.
-- Winnie the Pooh
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