Fried

The reason I've not  been posting is that right about now my brain is sort of fried.  Ever since going to Dr. C. last Wednesday it's just been a bit overwhelming regarding the medical challenges I'm facing......even though I'm in remission.  I am so praying 2010 is not filled up with medical appointments; I'll know more about that after this week's bone marrow biopsy. (12 Noon, January 13th)

Initial results won't be back until Monday, January 18th; however it's beginning to look like I've got aplastic anemia.  If so this might be more complicated to treat than my now deceased monster was!  Before monster treatments I merely had severe anemia caused from blood loss and transfusions helped save my life.  Now, my bone marrow apparently is damaged from mainly radiation and/or it's possible that horrid rash I had was really a negative reaction to at least one of those 16 transfusions and at this point getting transfusions is working against my system.  For more info check this out:
Aplastic Anemia

In the meanwhile I'm still packing for the eventual move to Texas, working on items I hope will sell online and mostly, seriously doing my best to deeply appreciate each moment God gives me each day.  I'd be remiss failing to mention some moments are very difficult to appreciate.

"Not that I speak in respect of want: for I have learned, in whatsoever state I am, therewith to be content.  I know both how to be abased, and I know how to abound: every where and in all things I am instructed both to be full and to be hungry, both to abound and to suffer need.  I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me." ~~Phillippians 4: 11-13